只要我停止了主动，你就会离开我吧
As long as I stop taking the initiative, you will leave me.
我想我不能一直硬撑下去，我知道你不喜欢我，我何必再去追求你残存的爱意。
I don think I can hold on all the time. I know you don like me. Why should I pursue your remaining love.
其实我想停止对你的主动，可是我又放不下你。
In fact, I want to stop taking the initiative to you, but I can let you go.
我觉得认识你是一件很幸运的事儿，所以我不想离开我贪图你的美好，把自己陷入卑微的境地。
I think its a very lucky thing to know you, so I don want to leave. I covet your beauty and put myself in a humble position.
我真不知道怎么才能和你亲近起来，你好像就像一个遥不可及的梦想，我想要追逐，却一直没有得到。
I really don know how to get close to you. You seem like an unreachable dream. I want to pursue it, but I never get it.
在我坐在地上那一瞬间，我去想痛哭，我也不知道为什么，但更多的时候我是知道的。
At the moment when I sit on the ground, I want to cry. I don know why, but more often I know.
我是不开心的，我想去看海，因为我知道这并不是做买卖，不是我走了你就愿意认同我的。
Im not happy. I want to see the sea, because I know its not business. You are not willing to agree with me when I leave.
哦，太多话想对你说，人真的不会反反复复喜欢一个，如果你不给我回应，我可能真的会消失在你时间了。
Oh, too much to say to you, people really do not like one over and over again, if you do not give me a response, I may really disappear in your time.
我承认我真的很喜欢你，可是我满心的欢喜也会逐渐的告一段路，因为我知道这种喜欢会很短暂，短暂到你很看不起我。
I admit that I really like you, but my full of joy will gradually come to an end, because I know this kind of love will be very short, short to you look down on me.
我特别羡慕薛之谦所写的那些歌曲，我觉得他是一个有才华的人，因为他的音乐当中融入了爱情与伤感。
I particularly envy the songs written by Joker Xue. I think he is a talented person, because his music incorporates love and sadness.
所以大概我做不到是因为我抚不平我那些伤痕。
So maybe I can do it because I can heal my wounds.
